The briskness of LAN MY WORLD [Ah Lan] in LIFE.: July 2006

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

THIS IS A FUCKING SOHAI..
A FUCKING BIG TIME SOHAI..
IF U HAPPEN TO KNOW HIM,DAMIEN......TELL him that HE IS THE BIGGEST SOHAI.

Well,i was trying to show my concern to him.He is a damn sohai,i will consider him an anti-social 100& and trying hard to be COOL sohai....

Look,he hasnt been turning up at the basketball court lately,i wondered what happened to him and this is what happened.

09:30:52 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : ahaha
[09:30:57 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : im coming to ur school next year
[09:30:58 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : ahahha
[10:07:05 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: ??
[10:07:05 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: next year you already 18 la
[10:07:15 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : yuo
[10:07:17 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : IB lar
[10:07:20 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : COME COME join me
[10:08:09 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : International Baccalaureate Organisation
[10:09:44 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: dont want
[10:09:59 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : wat are u planing to do?
[10:10:10 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: dont know
[10:10:29 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : ahaha, i dun really care.
[10:10:44 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : i bet u hated school?
[10:10:45 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : haha
[10:10:53 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: swt]
[10:11:01 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: oikay:S
[10:11:04 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : ?.............
[10:11:16 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : wat are u doing nowadays?
[10:11:22 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : havent see u on the basketball court
[10:11:56 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: privacy
[10:12:23 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : chill dude.
[10:12:42 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : im aint going to publish it on a
newspaper
[10:12:50 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : Well, i was just showing my concern.
[10:12:57 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: but still... thats my secret
[10:12:58 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: i sorry that i cant tell
[10:13:03 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : fine then,if that's ur reply
[10:13:09 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: kk
[10:13:12 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: thanks...
[10:13:17 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: hope you understand my feeling
[10:13:32 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : why dont u tell me, i promise i will keep
quiet and listen.
[10:14:08 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: is good that you show concern
[10:14:14 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: but ,.... i still cant tell
[10:14:20 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: is my privacy
[10:14:32 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : feeling = how u feel now
[10:14:39 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : what happen to u = what are u doing
[10:14:42 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : DUN U GET IT.
[10:14:56 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR.. u r pissing me
off........i was trying to be kind to u.......
[10:15:09 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: actually... you are annoying
[10:15:12 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : bugger..................SO HOW??.. u feel
happy or sad?
[10:15:15 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: thats my business
[10:15:19 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : alrite
[10:15:21 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : FUCK IT THEN
[10:15:21 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: not yours
[10:15:23 PM] AH LANNNNNNNNNNNNN : i DUN GIVE A SHIT.
[10:15:29 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: thank you


SECRET????..............what secret???...a makeover..trying to surprise the world? SAD ASS.. A BIGGEST SAD ASS.................STUPID FUCKING PATHETIC SAD ASS.IT WILL NEVER WORK BECAUSE I TRIED IT AS WELL.HE CANT EVEN differentiate WHAT IS " HOW DO U FEEL NOW" and " WHAT U HAVE BEEN DOING LATELY".

However,the conversation above have clearly shown that HE IS A PATHETIC SAD ASS that doesnt have frens.Look,u might think why i say so...i will tell u why.First of all, if he values friends ,he would probrably just answered me with a leisure way as a friend and just say something .. perhaps ..funny or dirty or watever lah..like been Masturbating lately, fuckign some hot chicks, im fine .. nothing much.. ETC....

THE MOST PATHETIC THING IS , he replied me with :

SECRET.


WTF?.. i treated him well, and i treated him a drink before.....and he is fucking replying with this shit :

[10:15:09 PM] (6){-=D=-}(6: actually... you are annoying

FUCK U LAr...............i havent been talking or seen him for like... 2-3 months already..and this is our first conversation on msn.Now,i know why back to 1 year ago he told me that he doesnt has much friends..What a sad ass who keeps everything to himself..

Whatever it is,i dun really fucking care about him.What really concerns me is that, he is going thru what i had been thru.I tell u, it is fucking pathetic, i can tell, feel, and see because I EXPRIENCED IT B4.Let me tell u HIS BIG PLAN.

1) make over, lose weight and stuffs like this, and trying to surprise everyone. -> WONT WORK.
2)Trying to be nice and change himself.....due to his inside's arrogant and the tendecy of keeping everytihng to himself WILL drive himself to be frustrated. ->another failure.
3)trying to be tough... _> he isnt tough at all............
4)trying to fit into a group - > wont work....
5)study hard stealthy and try to surprise the world with fly colors....


..................I TRIED THOSE SHITS B4.. IT FUCKING DOESNT WORK AND WASTED MY 4 YEARS LIFE..UNTill i notice

1)Changes in attitude and personality and life style IS THE ONLY WAY To LOSE WEIGHT.
-Once u change ur personality and attitude, subconciously u will gain confident.
-u will be willing to learn,Remember that NO ONE COMES TO THIS WORLD AND RIGHT AWAY CAN TELL U WHAT IS G-SPOT AND WHERE IT is located.

2)GOal.
-WHAT IS UR FUCkING GOAL?...Look that fucker doesnt have any goal, that why he is like that.
-U set ur goal and run for it, and on the progress it always seem to be changing but that doesnt matter ,as long u stay on the track.

3)U CANT BE 100% holy.
-if u say u can.. I WILL CHOP MY BALLS. U ARE NOT JESUS .. OR GOD.. SO SHUT THE FUCK OUT.
-IM A HarDCORED CHRISTIAN, I DO SIN AND SWEAR AND SHIT.. BUT I KEEP MYSELF CLEAN AND HAVE OWN SELf. I DONT SELL MY SELF TO JESUS, BUT I LET JESUS TO LEAD AND HELP ME IN LIFE.

4)Accept the fucking fact that u r not UBER HOt AND HANDSOMe.
-U WANT HOTTIE GURL as ur WIVE?.......DAMN EASY.. go out and date a couple of gurls..u will learn from mistakes.
-READ ARTICLES AND ASK THE ELDERS.I DO, i fucking chat with anyone who is seemed to be old in MAMAK STORE OR ANYWHERE and ask them for wisdom, they are fucking happy to share with u.

5)DONT FOLLOW, U LEAD..
-DAre to be different.....



FUCK LAr.. i dun care.. IF U WANT.. i will write the fucking story about me myself and i on this issue..

GOOD NITE

I would really suggest him to visit a shrink for the love of god or seek help from some of his TRUSTED friends??
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